saddd days

i hate this few days....it made me felt sad.....and today,it extremely sad.It also made my heart felt very pain....i felt that my life in this few days was totally different..those who were nice and care to me has changed...even to the person that was very close to me..they threw temper at me and scolded me for nothing...........i hate it!hate it!..............i have been trying to control my temper this few days but today i lose my temper and quarreled with h(*)..........
all these was not what i wanted....what i want was to be happy all the time with my friends and my loves one....i really hope when tommorrow i wake up everything will be different and same like last time..