Falling pregnent.....

this article talks about how brave the women was......there was this two women ,Julie and Tertia They went for IVF,after years of marriage both of them have not managed to get pregnant.From my knowledge, it would be extemely pain to do IVT....
especially Tertia who was so so so brave.She had been trying to have a baby for four years,enduring an etopic pregnancy and two miscarriages before conceiving twins but the twins died.I felt so sad when i read it....sometime the IVF failed for failed both them but they never gave up....they try it again and again until they got pregnent.....i really could not imagine how much pain they had suffered.....I like this article because it inspire me a lot,the spirit that they have,i don't even think that i will be able to pass through the hardships if i were them.

ANd Sophie makes Four

There is an article from Readers' Digest on the August which interest me alot......This article tell me that the chimpanzee have feeling and exactly like us.I mean they also want to be love and care by other........they also do thing like what we do......In this article,it also tell me that the chimp could take care of us too......as in the article,the chimp took care of the owner child and was the best friend of the baby.......the chimp were very smart...when they knew that we gonna leave him alone at home,they would hold our hand as tight as he could..........In the article,the chimp love to sleep with the owner......when the owner tried to get the chimp to sleeping on her own in the other room, the chimp would wake whimpering,open the door and clamber across to the owner bed and holding them as tightly as she could.............................If i had my own chimp,i think i will love them alot as they were sooooooooo cute........eventhough they were hairy....hehhehe

me and my yayank......... 

my chubby yayank 

:) :) :) :)

yesterday my bf and i went to ktv with his friends and sister to celebrate my bf and his frined birthday......both of them have the same birthday....although their birthday is next week.....as his friend got to go for national service next week.......It was such a great night.............all of us have lot lot of fun down there.....all of them were drunk man...except me and two other friend.....my bf was so so drunk that he sleep on my leg as his pillow for about one hour.......hehe.,,.....before he drunk,he sang a song for me.....a very nice and meaningful song that sang by micheal learn to rock title .......he have a very nice and sweet voice man....hauhaua...i was so touch......

I'm Back....

ohwwwwwwww......finally i'm back to singapore!!!....i'm so bored down there....there were nothing at all over there not even a shopping centre....only my family.....when i'm in sg,i miss....... my family.....but when i in indonesia,i miss my lovely and chubby boyfriend....haiz...what to do man.....
i think i gained weight!!!!...i ate alot over there.....the food was so so so delicious......especially the food that my mum cooked...oww man.........EMM....oishi...ne....heheehe......

It me again!!!..hehe........ 

my elder sister,my mum,my second sis,me.... we are four sister yah......ehehueheue,.....this picture was taken in china.......the scenery over there damn nice man....uahuaa.....we have alot of fun..... 

Happy & S4d

yeah!!!! tommorrow i'm going back to Indonesia....i'm so happy.I think about two or three month i did not go back....i miss the food there so so so much man.....i also miss my family and my cute little nephew,who was my cousin's son.

I'm sad too....because i got to leave my bf for two days....i'm gonna miss him lot lot lot lot.........we hardly seperate.....we everyday meet each other......hik..hikk...He wanted to go too but he got to attend his class.......
if he have holiday,he will sure accompany go back.....when he go back to his hometown,i'm sure go back with him,.....for me,his hometown was like my hometown and for him,my hometowm was like his hometown too.....hauhaua..............He was a wonderful boyfriend that i ever have....and i will treasure him alot n love himm....

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Today,i went to watch a movie entitled .It was a great show man...it so so so funny....i love this movie man...This movie have taught me not to give up easily...no matter what happened....and betrayed our own friends for ourself.....we should be nice and kind to other and they will treat you the same way like we did......

this was the day that my mum and dad waiting for.....................To drink a tea that served by my brother's wife....all of us was so happy for him...it was full of joys...amd now!! my sister-in-law is pregnent....my mum and dad going to be grandparent soon and i going to be aunt....hauhaua.....all of us cant wait to see the new born baby....ehehee...so excited... 

this was the day that my mum and dad waiting for.... 

this picture was taken on my brother's wedding....i post it in the friendster too.....when people see this picture,they were so shocked..they thought that i married..hehehe.....even some of my teacher asked me too....uehuahau....how can it be i married so young....if i married..i wont be wearing this simple design gown...but wearing a gown that design by a famous desinger that made me look more pretty and elegance like a princess..huhau...just joking...some people also said that i engage when they see i wore a ring on the left hand...i just wore it to show that i'm attached and my yayank also wore it....hahaua.... 

saddd days

i hate this few days....it made me felt sad.....and today,it extremely sad.It also made my heart felt very pain....i felt that my life in this few days was totally different..those who were nice and care to me has changed...even to the person that was very close to me..they threw temper at me and scolded me for nothing...........i hate it!hate it!..............i have been trying to control my temper this few days but today i lose my temper and quarreled with h(*)..........
all these was not what i wanted....what i want was to be happy all the time with my friends and my loves one....i really hope when tommorrow i wake up everything will be different and same like last time..